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All those past few months were.. well..I don't even know. I can't and really don't want to explain the state I'm in now. Maniodepression (don't know if the right title in english and I don't care that much to be honest) is a bitch. Filthy bitch. I don't even know why am I writing it here. I know people use tumbrl for this kind of stuff where 95% of people would support you and shit. I don't want that on the first place, I've always got through those.. moments (which usually take a lot more than a single moment) on my own...mostly. I guess I have friends who would be there for me, but sometimes it just doesn't help and I don't want to bother them either. I hate days like these, when I am mostly happy (better said ok) all day and then in the evening everything changes. Even little forgotten things get under my skin again and bother my already corrupted mind with even more bullshit. I mean...to be honest, almost everyone a bit closer to me knows I've got some health issues.. Some of them are grave, some of them not. And some are tearing me apart every day and I can't do a thing about it.. I stopped trying a long time ago and I've just conciliated with it, learned to live with it. But really, times like this bring it all up again. And I can't cope with that.. Plus other "fucking weird stupid emotionally disappointing stuff" which I am kind of ashamed of... 
I know how this all sounds, whining about everything and shit. But it's better than bother someone close to me with it I guess. And secondly,it's kind of safe here coz to be honest, who would read a DA journal... :D Now I'm off to read some good book instead of studying for my finals. yolo style.. 

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Erinus20 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014

                            :star: revamp Thank you very much for the favourite!:star: revamp 

 

                                         Have a peaceful day friend

                                                          Give Peace A Chance 
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SirDomPayne Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist
You are welcome :hug:
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D-Kei Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fave!^^
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SirDomPayne Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist
You are welcome :hug:
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Tagwerk Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014
Thank you :blackrose:
And your journal entry... I know how you feel... really
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SirDomPayne Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Hobbyist
you are most welcome :) and thank you for your understanding even though I am sorry you do understand :(
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Satanoy Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014
thanks for the fav
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SirDomPayne Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist
You are welcome :)
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Satanoy Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014
:)
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iracat Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav!
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